... The naked man....

On a typical Monday night you can find me safely tucked away in my cocoon of an apartment. Paris in the fall is normally blistering, the wind is howling, the rain coming down. Nothing is better, than cozying up in your favourite chair with a good story, magazine,  or a great movie to watch. Nothing that is except the prospect of cozying up with someone else. I met V two weeks ago, when having a drink with a girl friend. I gave him my number, because as a single girl in Paris, if a super hot bearded "director" asks for your number, because he thinks you're "so beautiful" you do it. He called me three times that night, and four the following day. 

... What a night for a dance...

Yea I'm fancy

Sometimes, life gives you lemons, upon lemons, and then just to add some spice it gives you limes, and sour grapes. Sometimes things just don't go the way you planned.  You've done everything right, you work your tail off, you save, you scrape by, you make the hard choices, like laundry or groceries this week? I'm just saying shit gets real from time to time. You have options when you're faced with these dilemma's. You can sit in your tiny flat, scared of the world outside with all its mean people, expensive Zara products and other things you can't afford, OR you can do the only thing possible. Put on your prettiest dress, face full of make up, lipstick red, and head held high, and take your now very fancy ass out to the gay club. 

... Green little monster ...

Shining like fireworks. T. Swift 

 Its an emotion people don't want to admit too. "Jealousy" they say " is a wasted emotion". But is it? If someone says they don't get jealous I truly believe that they may be  a sociopath, and/or aren't in tune with their feelings. I for one am a good listener to my emotions. All of my emotions, and yes sometimes that includes jealousy. If I see a text message between you and another girl, I will get jealous, but much more I will get territorial. Maybe thats it. Maybe its not so much that people are jealous, but they're territorial. And can you blame them? Once you given your heart to someone and they in turn have decided to give theirs to you, shouldn't you protect said hearts like they were any other earthly possession? I know I would.